Just another epic post~

Urghh...

What's with me in Kampar man.

I've been doing alot of epic things here in Kampar.

From loitering on the dead highway to doing some partly illegal things.

What's more?

I came here to study not expecting all this but well, its just part of life =)

Somehow or rather its fun in a different manner

It'll be dull if I just go to class go home and study right?

Another thing is I can't believe what i did lately man...

Jeffery Chan!! You just gave me a memorable and terrifying experience =.=

How funny and epic when you're risking your life waking up a dead sleep guy

I need to climb all the way up with barehands till the 1st floor and whats next is that he is still sleeping soundly and not a reaction even when i bashed him alot of times and i'm just freaking stucked up there >.<

Just a little advice for some of the 'pro' sleep-ers out there,

1st:never sleep with your music on

2nd:never cover your face with anything to sleep

3rd:stay ground floor if you know you are un-wake-able

4th:never let people know you're at home when you're sleeping =.=

Oh well,I guess sometime situation doesn't allow us to fulfill all this condition but

Please...learn not to sleep so soundly >.<

-simply ends-

Kampar's

Hehe,as some of you know,i'm in kampar studying now,

Hmm,the life over here is quite good after few weeks being here,

Knew quite lots of friends...(i'm friendly =P)

Haha,

Just came back from friend's house,they were having a late night steamboat =.=

This post will be short though

Just some thx of appreciation to most of my friends here,

You guys made my life here colourful,

Not to mention only Kampar friends here,

Shih Jie,V Jiet,Zhen Hong,Sakai Yap,Chanel Chan,Kah Wai,Joey Wan and some i dint mention

but also some of my Ipoh friends 

Jeffery Chan,Ian Tang,Wei Hao,Joel Ooi,Kelvin Ow which is studying here

Adriann,Andrew Low,Kurtis,Min Jie,Vil Minn,Alvin Lee which we do crazy stuff together..

Oh,you guys just brighten up my days over here =)

Just a little credit of appreciation here =)

Some which i din't mention don't get offended,i still miss some of you which is somewhere in Msia haha...

Let's see what's next ba...

This is my life now =D

~simply ends~

New start..

*Sigh*

I sure have abandoned this blog quite some time,

So,to keep all of my friends updated on what i've been doing lately,

I'll just have to simply revive this darn blog for now,

The previous post sure keep me aware of time passes by quickly

Just when you start looking back,its just like a dream of what you've gone through

What was it again?Oh,car accident,that was hell of an experience of an epic catastrophe 

The reason i put on this title simply because...

Life is just like a tragedy,

We struggle all the way just to keep ourselve alive,wasn't that pitiful enough?

Everything that happens just seems to change a pixel of our life bits by bits

Oh,i'm not here to make you guys bored but its kinda like a bit of an intro for this new chapter

Okay,i'll see you all around in the next post,

No more boring post describing things,i promise =)

~simply ends~

Accident.....

Arhhh,

Bad luck bad luck

It was wednesday,

3rd day of school

Was busying preparing and getting information about college things

I'm leaving form 6 fyi,

And this happened to me on the way home =.=

I admit it was my fault

I was sick and i was on my way home,

It was raining so heavily

As usual i take the same route to go home

It was a moment of black out where i doze off coz my sickness

It was when i heard a bang then i woke up,

I realize i bang ppl's car in front of their house =.=

Yea,i know this only happens to drunk driving as my mom said so

I'm lazy to explain the whole thing di

So,to all drivers outside,pls be careful

Dun drive when you're not in good condition >.<

A lesson for me and an experience for a driver

-bye-

Hola~

Yea i know i've been abandoning the blog for sometime

As what i said,i wont review much of my own things but since i created the blog

I might as well write something or express my feelings here

Hehe,

Its December and yer know what

Its CHRISTMAS season =D

Allrite,

This is what i've been doing la after the previous post

1st went LTC,after i'm back then it was preparation for big boy Adriann's b'day prty

And so recently i have been going out alot

Mostly wit da brudders and sistas

Hell yeah,they're fun happening aites

But the critical thing is i'm completely broke now due to my overspending >.<

Grr~~

How am i gonna go through Christmas and New Year without a nickel in my pocket?

Who knows?Miracles might happen =D

Lets just hope that planting money does exist for now =D

Thats it for now

-signing off-

Never get conquered by emotion where you'll lost your direction the moment you gave up to it

2012

Finally i got the urge to blog,

Why?

Because something is playing in my mind all this while =D

Its about the recent box office movie of the year

2012

Its a great movie,i think it got better feedback than Transformer 2

Anyway,i watch this in a sudden,

Well,the seats were still full by then

It was when my mom phone me up and said

"Dad bought the ticket to 2012"

I asked,"When?"

"TONIGHT!!"

And guess what,it was at 10.15p.m =.=

So late..

and what's more shocking is that he bought a front row ticket

Allrite i'm fine with that but then another thing surprises me,

It was on the most left side seat...

I was like,"Wth u doing buying this kind of seat with RM11"

FINE,dun wanna spoil ur mood then...

At least it was worth it,

The movie was awesome~

It shows great effects and quite realistic,

Whats best is that it shows a true human value that mustn't be overlooked,

The movie make me realise that we humans must work together in order to make the world a better place

Selfishness would not get us further and might have bad karma

Besides that,humans have the rights to fight for their own live and not a right that can be manipulate

In conclusion i think everyone should watch this

I dun wanna review much if not it would spoil the mood,

Check in out at the nearest cinema =D

Sounds like i'm promoting for the movie =p

Do i get paid? =D

-Byes-

We live as 2,think as 2 but when we live and think as 1,we would be equal to 100

Updates

Yo~~

As you all know,i've been MIA-ing alot this while,

But now...

I'm back =D

With more action and a more epic adventure,

So,whats hot?

Oh,wait wait wait,i have phone call coming in,

OMG OMG,,its Wah Lun!!!

1 of my best friend...

He's on his way coming back from SG,

Cant wait to see him,

Okay,back to the topic..

Since i've been MIA-ing alot,

Now its time to be active again,

'Holiday~~woohoo'

Thats what u guys think but actually its not,

I had to catch up alot of things i've been missing,

Example?

1st thing 1st,my math volume 1,

needa do freaking lots of catching up,

and yet i haven't started,

might be after my LTC =D

2nd,as i mentioned above..

LTC(leadership training camp)

its a must for the SMI prefects to attend this

Who knows?I might be able to gain alot of things in it

3rd,assignments?

1 big major IT assignments already made me tensed up

Wonder when am i gonna even start it....

COmp sux,cant do much

Thats the things so far,whats more?

lets not speak bout those minor 1st la of coz hehe

Holiday started,a brand new me

Where is the love?

I'm not cool but i'm ME

Loving is wrong but Feelings are never wrong

A strong Feeling of love is the true meaning of Loving

I don't understand,don't understand

Alot of things i dun really understand in my mind,

What kind of things?

You ask me what?

Err,me too don't really know

It came naturally when i'm loitering around alone,

and yeah i always do that =D,

But one thing i understand is that

My life is coming to a turning point or a starting point

Its getting harder and more challenges are ahead,

I'm 18 and only 8 months left to end my life as a 18yrs boy

In fact i realize i can do alot of things LEGALLY..

Oh,but then whats the big deal

Kids nowadays do things much advance than they should do at their age

Exams coming,assignments coming,hectic school hours

Plus,i'm starting part time now...

Not even time for resting and blogging

So,thats why i will be kinda inactive

and while i'm away,pls dun pollute my cbox F3

HELP ME HELP ME,I'm so tired till i cant even laugh as much as before...

Bye bye~

-DesmondWong-

Living life with challenges is tiring yet exciting,

Life is bored and short,

Seek for excitement and make life a thriller

LAZY LAZY LAZY,

You can used it to describe me fairly or actually i'm known with it

Anything that i try and doing,i'm lazy in doing it,

WTH!!

How am i gonna survive leh??

Die LO die LO

Nah...

Luckily i still can bear with it

Muahahaha

Forget bout it then

Now,i wouldn't like ppl to know wad i'm doing and what i'm up to lately,

COZ

I'M LAZY =D

Juz joking,

Actually i just trying to be peaceful and matter-free

Can't care too much,my mind is crowded

Just mind my own business and wouldn't let ppl know even if i've got problem

Its like when i stored too much memory,the comp would lag and virus massacre occurs,

and if i store less,only all my stuff and only noob virus infection =D

So,just forgive me not updating often my blog

Tak mau banyak virus

I think that's it for now

G.O.O.D.B.Y.E

my fwenz

-simply ends-

Its been long since i update my blog,

Finally,things has settled down =D,

Everything is over and now is only one thing left to do,

is to catch up and follow on my studies,

Form 6 is hard,no doubt

It was no joke,

I screwed up my 1st exam =.=,

Though i expected it but idk it turn up to be this bad,

the marks are...... better left untold,

1 funny thing is that i heard ppl saying it easy but then its like 19/20 ppl will say liek this

Okay fine,for those who said this they're genius kay?

I cant deny that i'm bit of a delinquent in my class but still follow lessons,

Its just smtg to light up the class abit =D,

Oh,some photos on my school play,

for ur info,i'm a juggler in the school play =p

Me & Yuan,

Demon soldier,Bao

Teachers is the best =D

Drama Cg's line up =D

Crazy shot

Extra~

Lss3 mass yum cha during ticket selling

Thats briefly what i've been doing since then,

So now i havta concentrate on study and have a lil' fun while doing this =D,

I'm getting good at basketball lols =D,

See ya then

P.S:My hair finally show some improvement =D

-simplyends-

Once in my heart,forever in my heart,

A place in my heart that could never be replace.

Enjoy it till the end rofl

There's something that everyone doesn't know

Is that the things they have in their life,

Sometimes i really do jealous of other ppl have something that i dun have,

Maybe bcoz i dun really have anything in my life,

Or just still not satisfied what i got?

I had my conversation with this friend yesterday night,

He shares his experience and memories bout himself,

Now that i'm really wondering,

What do i have in my life?

Is it bcoz the satisfaction that i dun really satisfied all this while that made me ask this?

Do i have what it takes for me to even be happy for?

What does this new environment mean to me?

New life?

New friendships?

New love?

Or isit

New problem?

Question marks non stop appearing,

I want to get over but its like going through a wall without doors

-never ends-

Looking back,i have this to regret,that too often i loved,I did not say so

-David Grayson

1st drop of tears that brings true sadness in life

All because of

you

Why?
This is one question i had in mind,
Why do i have lots of questions?

This is also 1 of the questions,
but the answer is i dunno why?

That's why i'm fighting my way to find out the answers to all my questions,

For some reason i can felt that i already found answers to it but not completely,
Still i need to keep on looking and looking,
When we realise that we have got all the answers,
That time is the time where we rest in peace,

And ya,i mean R.I.P,
Why i said this is bcoz..
No living person in this world dun seek for answers in their life full of questions,
Yes indeed,life is a process which questions arises and we bound to search for 'em

Again,i would still say
I dunno why?
I was indeed felt much happier lately with the answers i found out
But then it also makes ppl and myself think that i'm still emotional

Either way,i felt happier and happen to be more serious in dealing things,
Is that a change in myself that i actually manage to completely conquer,
And can anyone actually accept how i am now

On these days,i'm starting to do things,
I did my best to help out my friend,
All this while since i'm back i've been sitting in their emotional roller coaster ride
I care bout every single one of them,
I would keep updates of them,

And at last i got myself in their mind,
They approach me when they're unhappy,
They find me when they're bored,
They make me smile when i'm moody,
And all i felt is happy and satisfaction

Does this mean i found out this part?
The joy of having n being with friends?

And then,
When i heard these things come out from my mom's mouth,
I felt joyful all of sudden,
She said to me that she got proud of me in some ways,
She said that letting loose of me is a thing she thought was wrong all this while,
But then when she came to realise that she actually did the right thing

I finally gain her trust towards me at least 80%.
She finally see through what i gained from socializing,
Its like i lost a burden from me to handle

Thx for watching me from above and guiding me,Amen

-simply starts =D-

Wish that i am your guardian angel,
Gazing upon you,looking after you,
Never fall asleep before you,
Will you ever look for me?
How much did i meant to you?

Allrite,here i go again!!! =D

I've jump to the new starting line and
everything should begin again =D

Laughter is back =D
Craziness is back =D
Lameness is back =D
Proness is back =D
Noobness is back =D

Completely packed and ready to go......

Lets see how long it can last =D

Its something bout the feel,
Its strange but I never knew why,when and how it started,
In the way that i never felt before,

Somehow,happiness,exciteness,shyness,sadness all present

Heart beat faster,
Face go red,
Words stuck from mouth,
Hands giggling,
Mind blank,
Legs cant keep up,

I finally cant hide things,
I express myself,
I do things,
I tried things,

Voice that comforts me,
Looks that hypnotize me,

Wanted to hold your hands,
Wanted to hug you,
Wanted to kiss you,
Wanted you by my side

Never meant to do those,
Never meant to give up,

No matter what and how much i do,
Things aren't gonna change,
Everything just gone into silent just like that
Assuming that its self to be blame

But......
Nothing can change my feelings

-simply ends-

Make a change towards the future,

Its not how we change,
Its how we deal with it,change with it and creating it,
A change that leads to the changing of self

Perak State Level Band Competition Results

Finally,the night is over
We MMB has walked out from the stadium with our pride back

The result is shocking though coz....
1st-Sam Tet
2nd-SMI
3rd-NAN HWA!!

Unpredictable eh?
Anyway,at least for me and the other cg's we did achieved wad we wanted
We aimed 2nd place as we dun wanna go for national finals =p
We dun wish to skip another 1 month of class,teachers would kill us

Just some preview,i'll upload the full show when its out,

Though we only got 2nd but the show is still the best in my heart
I want take the opportunity to those Cgs and the band for giving me this chance to be back on the field and grab what we've loss in the past 2 years

This will be my last year going out,
So,i'm just gonna say
Thank you MMB!!You're the best

-simply ends-

Random

Tomorrow gonna be the Perak State Level Marching Band Competition
So,how am i feeling?

Urghh,like usual la tired,stressful,saddening,happy?,excited?
Come to think of it,this might be my last year being in the formation line
This feelings is kinda odd eh,

For the past 5 years,i keep on insisting on quitting band every year
But then in a blink of eye i passed 5 years being in the band

Lets see,what we achieved was
2004-3rd(when i was form 1)
2005-2nd(i go out as trumpeter)
2006-3rd(a truly payable horn player)
2007-no placing =.=(kalah teruk)(3 tet menang wor)
2008-dint join(preparation for next battle)
2009-???(as color guards)

Wad will happen?
Will we emerge as champion or am i afraid of failures again??
1st batch of smi color guards,with fresh non-band members

I'm grateful that at least we chosen some "elites"

I'm still wondering the same thing,
What will happen??

We'll see~

-simply ends-

Friends or wadsoever,
Am i worth it to be placed in ppl's heart?
But i dun care,coz i live by mysellf

Achievements?

Do i really achieved anything in my life?

I dun think so,not even in 1 aspect that i achieved something
I never did anything great nor changes the ppl around me
Or i could say the only achievement i got is that i make things worst in everything that really a disgrace to the word ACHIEVEMENT
Its like,WTH,how could a person said that making things worst is an achievement
I'm really a total failure in every aspect of life

Its true that something is achieved by having
99% commitment,1%hardwork and luck
But then when i look at it at my perspective,things aren't easy as they seems
I tried putting 100% commitment and xtra 1% hardwork

but then the outcome is?
0% of achievement

You might say that i lost in luck but can a person really lost of luck for his whole entire life
Why would i say that?
Even those who knows me well(in fact theres none) cant list out what i've achieved and what i'm capable of.

If some of you said you're not good enough,
"SCREW YOU"
You're way much better than a sore loser like me,

Can i really get out of this pure failure atmosphere?
No one knows that i might keep going like this for my entire life
All i can say that i'm really lucky that God made me cheerful and look at probs happily
The following is all onto the one who look after me "up" there

THANKS FRIENDS FOR MAKING ME REALIZE WHAT I AM

An achievement is when things are truly achieved and you felt it,
A great achievement never will be forgotten by you,
Achieved greater achievement and make sure they never is a failure in achievement wise
-simply ends-

Life is better off without me
I'm always ready to be forgotten

1st time in history

Whoa,1st time in history man,yer all know wad happened in ma life?


I had my 1st ever time to be super #@$%ing angry
Yer know wad?
It was all juz bcoz of inco-op of the fella CG's

Alrite,it happens on Friday morning if i'm not mistaken
Yea,during school hour we skipped class to practice
(but of coz wif permission letter if not Pn Heng will pawn us)

And as usual,problem arises cg's not cooperating
So,as usual too i endured and endured and endured,
Cant deny i got the patience but then it all came off when louis chong tried to argue with me
Idk why but then i endured him for the past 5 years and yet i burst coz of him
Weird huh?

That might really a beginning that i'm starting to get aggressive after all the years i've been so soft on ppl

Wad a tragic...

Change yourself before you change others,
Impact your own life before you impact others,
Make a change and impact others to change

I'm so emofully

As i said i'm really so darn emo-full,for some reason the time i started back my usual life,alot of things started to play in my mind.
I'm in terrible pain now,my heart is broken,my mind is messed up

Why i felt this?Because i worry bout things that i shouldn't worry for now,at least for now,
Wad is it??Family,friends or to categorize it under relationship.
Its keeping me from my studies and career.

Ppl might ask me why emo bout this things??Why?
Because i've been going through alot since young but i wasted my time not to think of it and solve it.
And i just gone through my 18 years foolishly with my playful attitude losing all this things that i treasured now
I'm a failure in relationship matters,total failure
Never have thought of it until things really happen and wake me up with a knife cutting through me.
And things that coming back keep reminding me how i failed in this.
Why you guys do this to me?Why cry out in front of me?Why tell me how you feel?
But then did u all ever thought of my feelings?What i've been through

Anyway,i really felt that i change alot because of this
By this i think i'll able to keep up with the changes around me,
I wouldn't wan to be left out in this world anymore
Cant afford losing my next 10 years anymore.
I lost 18 years in total living miserably

I doubt if anyone would ever care bout me and this,
Sometimes i really felt like crying and mourn for things that i regret in the way that i din make a move for it,not the way i did it,its the way i ignored some things
Aihz,ntg can be done,at least i'll keep changing for now and that's rather enough for me now

STOP MAKING ME RECALL BACK THINGS THAT HAPPEN

Ciaoz,

Moodless

"Fear of looking forward with my eyes wide open,"
"Fear of making out things with my own hands,"
"Fear of caring anyone with my heart,"
"Fear of living in fear"