Aihz,been sticking with this word alot since my come back to SMI
What is actually wrong with me right now?
Nowadays i always try to express my problems in front of the crowd but i cant.
Maybe coz those who knew me would rather think i am just crapping,
coz i used to crap alot ~.~
But now i aint crapping and i'm not acting to be emotional
Its just that alot of things have been playing in my mind,
Now the biggest prob is how i going to continue my live in spite of alot of factors needed to be consider,
1st up,FINANCIAL,
As you guys know i chose to be back in form 6 coz of this but after i'm back i realize i still face the same problem,daily life's expenses is high eventhough i tried to not to hang out alot.
For this,i'm finding the solution,its either work or invest myself in the IRC thingy,
it depends
2nd,TRANSPORTATION,
Arhhh,this troubles me alot since i'm already 18 i got alot of things awaiting me to do including going to school and tuitions and socializing,transport is a big problem for me,
So,i've been discussing wid ma parents to get me a BIKE,yea~
But 1st i needa license for that,for ur info my license only for D class which is the car
I needa get it doen ASAP aites
3rd,STUDIES!!
I dunno y i put it as 3rd placing although i worry it the most,
I realise i can concentrate on it if i really does,thats how i catched up my chemist,at least for now
Remember the time i said stuck in the decision to change stream?
I've made my choice,stay in Sc stream instead of taking risk to drop out in both stream
Plus now i am involved in the color guards,study might be tough for me,
So,now i 've decided to have a time out on my studies for,
time out as in loosen it abit la not completely put down =.= i'm not that genius u know
Eeyer,my life's a crap man,how can i deal wid it,grr
Aites enough for those things la,next up is some update on wad i've been doing
For the pass 2 weeks,
Same la,Color guards practice,i found it kinda fun though,being wif the cg frens,during prac have fun alot though we know we needa be serious,then after prac go yum cha
And then, alot of frens been coming back Ipoh,
Watched this show wif my buddies
Its nice though some said its boring,really give us some twist about the storyline,
Then few days ago which is 1 week after i watched it
I went out at night to hang out wif adriann,alvin and yanhoe,
We went snooker,woots,i am able to close the game by potting in the black ball =D
Oh yea we went to cc too for a few rounds
On that same night i tried to contact Wei Han(one of my ns good friend) too,almost failed but luckily saw him online and ask him,
So,i succeed in contacting him and he came down to Ipoh yesterday,
1st up we went to old town kopitiam
and then the cc bside for few rounds too,(he suggested it) though i prefer we sit down have a drink for few hours =p,he cant bear wif it...
We won 1st round and lost the 2nd round maybe coz some of the teamwork issues,
He's not bad btw though i dun say i'm good,
Caught you muahahaha,always love to see his serious expression
Nowadays i always try to express my problems in front of the crowd but i cant.
Maybe coz those who knew me would rather think i am just crapping,
coz i used to crap alot ~.~
But now i aint crapping and i'm not acting to be emotional
Its just that alot of things have been playing in my mind,
Now the biggest prob is how i going to continue my live in spite of alot of factors needed to be consider,
1st up,FINANCIAL,
As you guys know i chose to be back in form 6 coz of this but after i'm back i realize i still face the same problem,daily life's expenses is high eventhough i tried to not to hang out alot.
For this,i'm finding the solution,its either work or invest myself in the IRC thingy,
it depends
2nd,TRANSPORTATION,
Arhhh,this troubles me alot since i'm already 18 i got alot of things awaiting me to do including going to school and tuitions and socializing,transport is a big problem for me,
So,i've been discussing wid ma parents to get me a BIKE,yea~
But 1st i needa license for that,for ur info my license only for D class which is the car
I needa get it doen ASAP aites
3rd,STUDIES!!
I dunno y i put it as 3rd placing although i worry it the most,
I realise i can concentrate on it if i really does,thats how i catched up my chemist,at least for now
Remember the time i said stuck in the decision to change stream?
I've made my choice,stay in Sc stream instead of taking risk to drop out in both stream
Plus now i am involved in the color guards,study might be tough for me,
So,now i 've decided to have a time out on my studies for,
time out as in loosen it abit la not completely put down =.= i'm not that genius u know
Eeyer,my life's a crap man,how can i deal wid it,grr
Aites enough for those things la,next up is some update on wad i've been doing
For the pass 2 weeks,
Same la,Color guards practice,i found it kinda fun though,being wif the cg frens,during prac have fun alot though we know we needa be serious,then after prac go yum cha
And then, alot of frens been coming back Ipoh,
Watched this show wif my buddies
Its nice though some said its boring,really give us some twist about the storyline,
Then few days ago which is 1 week after i watched it
I went out at night to hang out wif adriann,alvin and yanhoe,
We went snooker,woots,i am able to close the game by potting in the black ball =D
Oh yea we went to cc too for a few rounds
On that same night i tried to contact Wei Han(one of my ns good friend) too,almost failed but luckily saw him online and ask him,
So,i succeed in contacting him and he came down to Ipoh yesterday,
1st up we went to old town kopitiam
and then the cc bside for few rounds too,(he suggested it) though i prefer we sit down have a drink for few hours =p,he cant bear wif it...
We won 1st round and lost the 2nd round maybe coz some of the teamwork issues,
He's not bad btw though i dun say i'm good,
Caught you muahahaha,always love to see his serious expression
