Why?
This is one question i had in mind,
Why do i have lots of questions?

This is also 1 of the questions,
but the answer is i dunno why?

That's why i'm fighting my way to find out the answers to all my questions,

For some reason i can felt that i already found answers to it but not completely,
Still i need to keep on looking and looking,
When we realise that we have got all the answers,
That time is the time where we rest in peace,

And ya,i mean R.I.P,
Why i said this is bcoz..
No living person in this world dun seek for answers in their life full of questions,
Yes indeed,life is a process which questions arises and we bound to search for 'em

Again,i would still say
I dunno why?
I was indeed felt much happier lately with the answers i found out
But then it also makes ppl and myself think that i'm still emotional

Either way,i felt happier and happen to be more serious in dealing things,
Is that a change in myself that i actually manage to completely conquer,
And can anyone actually accept how i am now

On these days,i'm starting to do things,
I did my best to help out my friend,
All this while since i'm back i've been sitting in their emotional roller coaster ride
I care bout every single one of them,
I would keep updates of them,

And at last i got myself in their mind,
They approach me when they're unhappy,
They find me when they're bored,
They make me smile when i'm moody,
And all i felt is happy and satisfaction

Does this mean i found out this part?
The joy of having n being with friends?

And then,
When i heard these things come out from my mom's mouth,
I felt joyful all of sudden,
She said to me that she got proud of me in some ways,
She said that letting loose of me is a thing she thought was wrong all this while,
But then when she came to realise that she actually did the right thing

I finally gain her trust towards me at least 80%.
She finally see through what i gained from socializing,
Its like i lost a burden from me to handle

Thx for watching me from above and guiding me,Amen

-simply starts =D-

Wish that i am your guardian angel,
Gazing upon you,looking after you,
Never fall asleep before you,
Will you ever look for me?
How much did i meant to you?