1st few days of school

Wow,i'm back in smi as you all know,1st day in school and i'm all lost and blur,

whether its the environment nor the studies i understand.

For your information,now i'm in the band's competition line as a
Color Guard(the one who play with the flag instead of instrument)
Watch here for info
those with flags and rifles are the CG

It is kinda hectic for me to suddenly take up this role as soon as i'm back in my hometown
Is because that i haven't settle down and something just cramp in between those things
Studies,color guards,lifestyle everything has to be taken care of

What i really want now is to keep on track my studies,finish my color guard formation
and changes my lifestyle and myself to a betta person

Thats all i want now,dun wanna think so much
I know that something is not easily to be forgotten but time cures

Oh,btw,have been back for so long still haven't reveal the my life in NS,
Ntg to say,pictures says it all

My so called gang in NS,(just posing,not really that bad ass =D)


My gang also but its the good ones,the ones that i wouldn't forget
All the bro and sis in Christ =D


Friends during wirajaya night,unforgettable moments

Padang kawad of Segari camp

Eating hall(caution:kinda hot inside)

Dorm's pathway

Hangout place,beside the sea,windy area though it should be a
RESTRICTED AREA,yea,u know,rules are menat to be broken =X

Basketball court,share wif futsal ><

TKJ,the JL i respect the most,fit in trainings and wise in doing things
Fulemak,how many years more only i can catch up to him ><

Thats all for now,these days wanna online also hard,
Wont be seeing me much onlining,
So,ciao =D

"Keep going DESMOND!!"
Monitor my self progress will ya guys
Thx Buais

Kick Start!!

Its been few days since i came back and now the school holiday is reaching the end,I'll be back in SMI to start my form 6,though i'm late but i'll try to catch up the happenings in school.

But it is really my own choice to go for form 6?Or i just following what my parents would want me to choose?For this,i dunno whether its right or not for me to not burden my parents and choose the path where i will surely suffer alot.

Ppl will be asking why i said so?The answer is simple,coz i can't study well,i know myself,i'm the type that can't study hard though i wanna do so.Even if i tried ntg would enter my brain and the worst part is this attitude is an attitude that must'nt have in studying form 6. >.< Imagine a 9/10 A student suffering in form 6.

And i'm not saying that entering college with this kind of attitude is save,NO.I will change this attitude in either path i choose but i won't suffer so much in college at least..

Anyway,i've made my choice and i'm going,no turning back for me
Just bless that i can make it through,

SMI,here i come!! AGAIN =.=

END OF JOURNEY IN PLKN SEGARI

So,i finished my national service and now back in Ipoh,
I learned alot of things and met alot of friends in there,most of you might say that NS is suffering and waste of time though i admit its quite a waste of time 3 months in there lost contact with the world outside but its really worth it i can say.
As for me i learned alot of things and i'm glad that i met some friends inside that made me realise who am i truly is and what kind of attitude that needed to be get rid of in me

Who am i truly is?I'm a good or a bad person? I dunno
The only thing i know is that i'm quite fake in front of everyone
I hide alot of things from everyone,i admit that i am really playful and nvr really got serious in most of the things but i am really serious in making friends,i nvr want to lose friends in my life.

I'm so sorry that i made some of you my friends that i never have been a good friend to u guys,seriously sorry for what i've done n said to make u all mad at me
,since now most of us left to live our own way i just hope that we'll keep in touch and stay friends forever =D,

I'm being quite depress this moment mostly because i think alot regarding my future life,i know that i must make a choice now or else i'll regret as what i regretted for all this while,i regret that i never be serious in what i do,i regret that i never learn things well but regretting is not a thing to do for now,i know i must make a move and move forward.


Arghh,alot to be done before back to schooling,registeration,stationaries,uniforms,books..........

Needa go and prepare di,Ciao =D

Dun worry,be happy =D

Gonna miss Friends in NS alot and friends that went to study
You all will always be in my heart =D


BYE BYE